Alyssa Louden Guestbook

Guestbook

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11-19-2008 - Isiah's Family:
Lee and Laura, We just wanted to let you know we continue to think of you and pray for you every day. We know little Alyssa is in God's arms, but our hearts still ache for you every day. Love, Isiah, Jenni, Lori & Becky

11-16-2008 - danielle:
dear laura and lee and the little angel up above i miss you alyssa so much and she was an angel to beagin with and no one can say she wasent so when my dad told me i was so scarred that she was in bad pain but than i read this and it told me she was peaceful so i stoped a went shoping with laura for the funarle and she got her car all sticky and to itmidit i laughfed and we went the first day and i went to the bathroom alot because i was crying and i dident want to make any one else cry because it is just so sad and i miss her so much and i love you lee laura and the little andgle right beside leeand laura and i thike she was the best gir that ever lived love danielle

11-13-2008 - Marva Ramsey:
Dear Lee and Laura, So glad to hear from the two of you. We can only imagine what a diffucult road this must be for you. Just take it one day at a time, grief does not have a time limit. She was your own sweet precious baby girl and that is a huge hole in your hearts. The hole will get smaller but it will always be with you. But she has her wings and is in Glory that we can only imagine in her other Father's arms watching over the two of you. Love, Marva

11-12-2008 - Joanne Huff:
I just wanted to stop by today to let you know I still think of you both often and want to again offer my deepest condolences. It's with such a heavy heart with which I read your last journal entry, but thank you for still writing. It's wonderful that you have each other through all this. Blessings, Joanne Huff

11-10-2008 - Jessica Mayse:
thinking of you guys often...hang in there :)

11-10-2008 - Lee:
Thanks everyone for the comments. If you need to get ahold of us, use the contact link for our emails. We are trying to meet with all the family we missed in durham. We are just getting around to seeing some of our friends. Get hold of us if you like to meet and talk. Thanks

11-10-2008 - Kelly Prenn:
My mind and heart has been so touched by your story. I continue to pray for you daily. I hold my son and feel saddened for you, but know that if you have taught me anything through your journals, I have to be thankful for each day and count the blessings that God has given me. I pray that the sun shine down on both of you today - a little ray sent from your sweet child. ps - I am so glad that you have each other.

11-09-2008 - Isiah's Family:
Lee and Laura, We are still praying for you both. Alyssa was so fortunate to have you for her parents. You are so great, and we miss all of you. Love, Isiah and his Family

11-03-2008 - Marva Ramsey:
Dear Lee and Laura, We are here with the kids and spoiling Logan like normal. Life is so short and that's what Grandparents are for. I love the portrait. I wish there was some way your friend could produce it so that some of us could puchase one. Maybe that would be and idea, and take the profits for something in her memory. He managed to grab her image so close you swear you are looking at her. I imagine each day is difficult and its just putting one foot in front of the other but know we continue to pray and love you all ! I wish I was closer so I could give you all a big hug. Take help from people when they offer, take comfort from whatever you can, church, music, family, anything to get you through the days and months that you have ahead. Much Love, Marva

11-03-2008 - Joanne Huff:
Thinking of you both often and hoping you find much strength in each other during this difficult time. Thank you for posting the portrait of Alyssa, it's beautiful. Best wishes to you both, Joanne, Mom to Sasha, MPS IIIA

11-03-2008 - chrissy4u30@yahoo.com:
I'am so sorry for your loss. to lose a child is the hardest thing a parent has to go through.I lost my angel babyboy 10-8-08, at 8:15, to at/rt. they were very close in age. I would like to think they are playing on the same cloud together. they will both be watching over all of us. i'll keep you in my prayers.

11-03-2008 - Isiah's Family:
Lee and Laura, We think of Alyssa and both of you every day. The portrait of Alyssa is so beautiful. We miss all of you and continue to pray for you. Love, Isiah, Jenni, Lori & Becky

11-01-2008 - Debbie Parker:
Laura and Lee That portrait is great!!!!!!! Really captured her features Love Ya and thinking of you Aunt Debbie

10-31-2008 - A Friend:
Lee and Laura, Just know you and your families are still in our thoughts and prayers. God Bless you both for the strength you have. Your angel is watching over you.

10-30-2008 - Marva Ramsey:
Lee and Laura, Just wanted to let you know that you are in so many people thoughts and prayers and Alyssa is thought of constantly. We have got together with a lot of our family when we went home and everyone talked about her, shed tears about her, and loved her. My sister in law Sandy and I were standing on her front porch one evening and she pointed out a star to me and told me that it was Alyssa's star! She continues to touch our hearts every day and we think of the two of you the same. Love, Marva

10-29-2008 - Sofia Wahlbom:
Hi, I have a son with hurlers. It brakes my heart that you lost your daughter to the disease. She was a beautiful child, I think of you always. Love from Sweden. www.viggeviking.org

10-27-2008 - Rhonda Ramsey:
I just wanted you both to know that you are in my thoughts. And that I think of your sweet baby girl often. Most times with great sadness, and other times with a smile. There is one picture on her website that always makes me smile. She is standing in her bed at the hospital with her pink Dora pajamas on and smiling so big. I'm guessing that she is laughing. It is so adorable. Please know that Alyssa is still being thought about and so are you. Take care of each other and hold on to your memories. Logan's Aunt Rhonda

10-24-2008 - Melissa Whitehouse :
God Bless you all for having the strength to do what you have done for your gorgeous daughter. Im sure that looking down on you all from heavan, shes is very glad you are her family. With my deepest sympathy. Thoughts and prayers to mom and dad and the whole family.. God Bless you all...

10-23-2008 - Thinking of you in Frankfort:
I can't look at all the sweet pictures of your little angel without bursting into tears. She reminds me of my little one. They have alof ot the same features. I don't know how you are going on. Both of you are much stronger than I could EVER be. I think of your sweet baby daily and wonder how you have made it through this.

10-22-2008 - Isiah's Family:
The portait is beautiful. Alyssa was such a miracle. We continue to think of you and pray for you. Love, Isiah's Family

10-22-2008 - Megan Saucier:
Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you today. -Chaplain Megan

10-21-2008 - debbie steeves. :
Hi Lee and Laura. what a wonderful picture. thinking of u both . thanks for sharing with us.

10-21-2008 - Jenny King:
The portrait is beautiful. Still thinking of you both. Love, Jenny

10-21-2008 - Racene:
Beautiful portrait of Alyssa - thank you for sharing. I know how much you must be missing her about now. Just remember - she is in paradise, and I'm sure it's wonderful. Thinking of you daily. Love you guys - Aunt Racene

10-21-2008 - Kelly Craig:
Just saw the picture Clint sketched....beautiful...........

10-20-2008 - Shannon Rodriguez:
Hey guys I just saw the picture that your friend did and it is AMAZING!!!

10-20-2008 - Shannon Minks:
As the ho;idays near, I wanted to share this poem with you and yours...... First Christmas With Jesus I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below, with tiny lights like heaven’s stars, reflecting in the snow. The sight is so spectacular; please wipe away that tear, for I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year. I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear, but the sound of music can’t compare with the Christmas choir up here. I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring, for it is beyond description, to hear the angels sing. I know how much you miss me. I see the pain inside your heart. But I am not so far away. We really aren’t apart. So be happy for me dear ones, you know I hold you dear and be glad I’m spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year. I send you each a special gift, from my heavenly home above. I send you each a memory of my undying love. After all, “LOVE” is the gift, more precious than gold. It was always most important in the stories Jesus told. Please love and keep each other, as my father said to do, for I can’t count the blessings or love he has for each of you. So, have a Merry Christmas and wipe away that tear. Remember, I’m spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year. Author Unknown

10-20-2008 - Shannon Minks:
I can't imagine the heartache that you are dealing with everyday, I go back through the website and read daily it seems. YOU BOTH are truly amzing and Alyssa was an amazing little girl. My grandmother died when my son was 5 years old and he spoke these words to me, he asked why she was in a box and I explained that it was a coffin ans he told me NO, it was God's treasure box and it floated up to heaven with Gammy in it and when God opened it he got his treasure. Your daughter is God's treasure too! You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers daily.

10-20-2008 - Leslie Phillips:
Hey Laura and Lee, I keep checking in on you guys and you remain in my thoughts and prayers. I know you miss your beautiful little girl so much, even though you can rejoice in knowing how everything is perfect for her right now! I am so sorry. Much love, Leslie

10-19-2008 - Isiah's Family:
Lee and Laura, We continue to think of you every day and pray for you. You are so strong. God bles you.

10-19-2008 - Karen McMeeken:
Laura & Lee, Just wanted you to know that I continue to pray for you each day. May God grant you strength & and give you comfort. May you receive peace in knowing that you two are wonderful parent, and that you did everything possible for Alyssa. And that she was loved by her mommy and daddy, and that she knew that. Alyssa touched so many people and was loved by many. God Bless and Give you Strength, Karen McMeeken

10-18-2008 - Joanne:
Dear Laura and Lee, I just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you often. Even though I have never met you, your story has moved me as it has so many. I keep checking on this site from time to time in hopes of a new update, as though what has taken place was maybe a mistake and you will post an update that all is well now. I can imagine you all must feel the same. I am so very sorry. Joanne Huff

10-17-2008 - michelle harper:
Lee and Laura, we are so sad for your loss. I'm glad I had the opportunity to meet Alyssa. If you ever need anything, we are here. God bless you all.

10-16-2008 - The Mudd Family:
We just wanted all of you to know that you are still in our thoughts and prayers. May you gain strength by knowing that your "angel" is smiling down on you.

10-16-2008 - gayla samples:
i am so sorry to hear about your daughter...... im keeping you in prayer...

10-16-2008 - kacie rucker:
i am so sorry to hear about you beautiful daughter.. she looks amazing and is the cutest ever.. you and your family are in my pryers.. god bless you

10-16-2008 - Tonya Spaeth:
I am so sorry for your loss. I can not begin to imagine the sorrow you feel. I have children of my own and I can't imagine losing one of them. My heart goes out to you. Thank you so much for allowing Alyssa to touch my heart and so many other. God bless you and your family.

10-15-2008 - Debbie Steeves :
thinking of your family today as always . she was a very special girl I think of her everyday . take care.

10-15-2008 - Isiah's Family:
Lee and Laura, We have been praying for you today. Alyssa was a blessing to so many people. God bless you. Please know we are thinking of you and your family during this tragedy. Love, Isiah and his Family from 5200

10-15-2008 - Marva Ramsey:
Lee and Laura and Family, I know today had to be the hardest day of your life. I cannot imagine the pain and suffering that you are going through at this time. Our family here are talking and thinking of you and sweet little biscuit! Megan's pain is like the loss of her own child, she was so looking forward to the kids playing together after they got out of the hospital. And Laura, she felt she had made a special new friend through you. Please know our hearts are with you in the months to come as you struggle with the loss of Alyssa. Much Love, Ralph and Marva

10-15-2008 - Mommy of Four-Frankfort:
I remember being 22, pregnant with my first child, not knowing what would happen, how I would react. Now, three children later, formal education under my belt, turning 30...I am reminded of how precious life is and how we take it for granted every day. The worldly things don't matter and I hope this brings you more close as a couple. As I type this I am crying because I want to give you a hug. I know my hug won't feel like the sweet hugs you got to give your daughter every day...just hold on to the way they felt, remember how she smiled and let those thoughts bring many, many smiles to your face. She wants it that way. Amen.

10-15-2008 - Stacey Krause:
Dear Louden Family, I am sorry to hear of your daughter Alyssa's homegoing. I rejoice that she is in Heaven and not suffering anymore. But, I know that your pain is great and I wish it was not so. I too lost my daughter Kaylee (she had Hurler's- MPS-1) She received a cord blood transplant at Duke on 11-4-05 and entered into Heaven on June 6, 2006. (www.caringbridge.org/visit/kayleekrause) I pray for God to cover you with HIs Grace, His Love and His Peace. Please know that you are not alone. If I can help in any way, please let me know. With love and heartfelt sympathy, Stacey Krause

10-15-2008 - Susan Pardi:
Wow you are two of the most courageous incredible parents I have ever seen in true life. I cant imagine your joys or your pains. Im not stong enough to imagine! I wish you and your families the best of love and hope. You have been an inspiration to so many people I know! GOD BLESS YOU!! Alyssa and your family will always have a place in my heart and prayers. Sincerely, Susan Pardi - Frankfort

10-15-2008 - Christa Kurtansky:
Lee & Laura, My heart just aches for what you both are going through. You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. I honestly wish I could be there to give each of you a great big hug. You are inspirational parents, and you were able to create the most amazing site for Alyssa. You had done it so lovingly and with such devotion. You were able to capture Alyssa's radiance and let so many have a glimpse. She will be forever in our hearts! Thank you for sharing her with us. We are truly blessed that you did. Take care of each other. Lots of Love, Christa

10-15-2008 - stephanie foree:
Lee hey I'm so sorry for your lose I just found out today about Alyssa, I just can't imagine what you must be going through I know that everytime I seen you, you always had her and you was so proud to show her off, the day you stopped at Norm's and she was in the back seat of your car she had the most beautiful smile. That smile will forever leave a mark for me God may have taking her from you and laura but he can't take away the precious time you spent with her. He only takes the best to watch out for us. Once again I'm so sorry for your loss.

10-14-2008 - Nichole Robinson:
Lee and Laura, I was directed to your site from the MPS forum. I am so sorry for the loss of your precious daughter. Nichole www.caringbridge.org/visit/benjaminrobinson

10-14-2008 - Rhonda Ramsey:
Lee and Laura, Please know that my thoughts will be with you both the next couple of days and all the days to follow. I cannot begin to imagine the heartache that you are feeling. I seem to find myself going to Alyssa's website 2 or 3 times a day, just to re-read some of your postings or to look at her beautiful little face. The love that is there in your words and in the pictures and videos reaches out to me. That beautiful little girl knew that she was loved. Little did she or either of you realize how much or by so many people. Having a child in your life is a blessing, no matter the amount of time that they are there. Thank you for making it possible for your precious Alyssa to be in mine. Your family has a place in my heart, which aches for your loss. Always remember the love, hers for you and yours for her. By doing that she will never be truly gone. Love, Rhonda

10-14-2008 - David, Megan, and Logan Stout:
Lee and Laura. We wanted you guys to know that we love you, and we love your daughter. Your family made such an impact on our family and we will never be the same for knowing you. Your Alyssa was so sweet and special to us and there isn't a day that goes by that I don't cry for you and your loss. I can't imagine what you must be feeling, but I"m so sorry that you are having to feel it. You two were wonderful parents and it was easy to see how much you loved her and how much she loved you. I still wear her bracelet on my arm along with Logan's. It just feels wrong to take it off. And if you don't mind, I'm thinking of making a shirt up with her picture to wear and make people aware of your family and our children's disease. I'm sorry we can't make the funeral. Believe me, if Logan could travel we would be in Kentucky right there with you. We are praying for you. Much love, David and Megan.

10-14-2008 - Marva Ramsey:
Lee, Laura and Family, I just wanted you to know that my whole family is thinking of you today. We know that this is going to be a very hard day and our hearts and love go with you. There are twelve people here in Michigan whose hearts are breaking with you today and everyday, many who have never met you or sweet little Alyssa. She was so special she has touched hearts all over the world and so have you and Laura by letting us share your journey with us. Please know that someone we love is never truly gone they are always with us, many times I have felt the presence of loved one's with me. We are praying for you today. Love, Ralph and Marva Ramsey

10-14-2008 - Joanne Huff:
I continue to check in on your website daily and if I didn't live as far away as I do (in the Northeast), I would be there today at Alyssa's services. She has touched the lives of so many. I wish you much comfort during this time. I am so sorry for your loss.

10-14-2008 - Jennifer Cox:
I know you don't know me I am sorry for your loss.

10-13-2008 - Amy Shaw:
I pray for peace for you both and your families. I think Alyssa is dancing, laughing and blowing bubbles on the streets of Heaven. She has touched my heart, as well as soo many others. What a gift from God she is. No words can soothe you all right now, just know that prayers are lifted up everywhere for you all. God has a plan your lives. He will pull through this. Hang on to Him and don't ever let him go.

10-13-2008 - Lisa Adams:
Lee, Laura and the whole family. After hearing of your loss and leaving the condolences -- I had to find Alyssa's sight and read her whole story. What a special little angel and what great parents she was blessed to have. We will be praying for strength and comfort for all your family as you go through this difficult time. We were never lucky enough to get to meet her but knowing her family, we know she was a special little lady. God's blessings be with you all. Tim, Lisa & Jessica Adams and Chris, Stephanie & Caitlyn Lokits

10-13-2008 - Karen McMeeken:
Alyssa, "The one who left a gentle footprint on our hearts leaves a story worth telling." A Butterfly Lights Beside Us A butterfly lights beside us, like a sun beam... And for a brief moment it's glory and beauty belong to our world... But when it flies on again, and although we wish it could have stayed, We are so thankful to have seen it at all. May God Bless and Keep Your Family Close to Him, Karen & Chris Achorn

10-13-2008 - Sarah Beck:
You all are in my family, friends, and everyone at works prayers. Alyssa's pictures and videos touched our hearts and we will keep her there. They made people laugh and smile for the first time in years. Though we did not meet Alyssa, her love and laughter truly spread across to so many people's lives. It has been an honor to know her story and keep her in our memories and hearts.

10-12-2008 - Helen Griffin:
My husband and I live in Troy . we have prayed for you folks evey day. god bless you and we pray for you over your loss.

10-12-2008 - Aaron and Katie Puckett:
We were unfortunate in that we never got to visit with you and alyssa and are deeply saddened to hear of your huge loss. We will be thinking of you and praying for you in this the hardest of times. I can't even imagine what your going through right now and hope strength for you as you begin the grieving process. Our love and prayers are with you.

10-12-2008 - Sandy Bailey:
Lee&Laura I am so sorry for you and will continue to pray for you and your families. I have been reading what everyone has written and I agree with them all,. Alyssia is a special liitle angel and you two are wonderful parents.Lee it was a pleasure working with you at Sylvania I saw first hand how much you loved your little girl right from the begening,you shared her ultra sound pictures with us and we were so amazed how much she looked like you and how being so young and a man at how much you cared for her. Laura I met you once when you and Lee brought Alyssia out to Sylvania for us all to meet you were so proud and rightly so she was and always will be a beautiful little girl,you are truly a remarkable mother may God bless and give you both strength. Lee I would like to be there in person but if I don't make it I will be there in spirit. Thank you both for sharing your little girl with us. Love you guys.

10-12-2008 - Meadows Family Danny, Shelia, Stephanie, and Craig:
Sorry to hear of your loss. May the grace of God be with you during this time.

10-11-2008 - Amanda Baker:
Although there aren't any words that can be said to make this time any easier, may it comfort you to know that the only thing Alyssa knew was the unconditional love of two amazing parents. I have read the updates daily, and my heart absolutely breaks for the two of you. Alyssa has been an inspiration and has touched many lives around her. Although I have never met her, I have been blessed to get to know her through your daily updates and photos. I am sorry that I will not be able to attend her funeral services but know that you all are in my hearts and prayers.

10-11-2008 - Scott & Catalina:
Our deepest sympathy. Losing a loved one is never easy, but a child is something we could not imagine. God bless you and your family. Alyssa has always and will always be in our hearts and minds. If there's anything we can do, just give a shout. Rest In Peace Alyssa

10-11-2008 - Troy and Amy Yount :
We wish God's love and peace with you and your family. We want you to know that your story has touched us and that we are praying for you. Rest In Peace Alyssa. God Bless

10-11-2008 - Kelly and Jim Larrow:
Lee & Laura, I just want you to know that, as I looked through the pictures of each of you holding Alyssa, I was struck by how she was with each of you. It is so obvious in the pictures that she loved you, and knew that she was loved, and supported, and cherished; I can see it in her eyes. All our love, Kelly and Jim (Liam's mama and dada - www.caringbridge.org/visit/liamlarrow)

10-11-2008 - Karen McMeeken:
Lee & Laura, We just heard of Alyssa's passing. I know that Alyssa has earned her angel wings. Thank you so much for sharing Alyssa with us, she touched so many peoples lives. Lee & Laura I know that Alyssa is in heaven dancing with my sweet Rebecca who was born stil August 8th, 1984. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayer. Hold on to God for strength. With love & prayers, Karen & Chris Achorn

10-11-2008 - Jan aka Mimi to ^Makayla^ & Hailey Chavers ~ both MPS:
Our deepest sympathy and heart goes out to you and your entire family. There is no greater pain in this world than the loss of your child. We lost our precious "Baby KK" back in Dec. 06 at Duke. She passed away from complications from her transplant for MPS ~ 1. We thank God daily that she was here with us as long as she was. She was a gift from God to us on loan and He needed her back with Him too, May you be comforted with the faith in knowing that Alyssa is peacefully in the loving arms of Our Lord and Savior ~ Jesus Christ. With love, prayers and deep sympathy ~ Jan Chapdelaine Mimi to Makayla (in heaven) & Hailey Chavers ~ www.caringbridge.org/visit/makaylachavers www.caringbridge.org/visit/haileychavers Momma to Ronnie (also in heaven with his precious niece Makayla) http://ronald-chavers.virtual-memorials.com

10-11-2008 - Isiah's Family:
Lee and Laura, Please know we will be with you in our hearts during Alyssa's services. Not an hour goes by that we don't think of you, and every time we look at Isiah, we think of how special God made these sweet babies. God bless you, Jenni, Lori & Becky

10-11-2008 - Amanda G.:
I don't know either of you and you don't know me, but the legacy that Alyssa has left behind is amazing. My heart was so touched by her extraordinary display of strength and love yet my heart breaks and I cry for your loss. I'm so very sorry and I pray that God will bring you both a peace that only He can give and that He will help you both to be a comfort to each other. I pray that you feel God's love overwhelm you during this terrible season...but please try to remember that seasons do change and just call out to Jesus when you feel like you can't (or don't want to go on) and HE WILL BE THERE. You are both amazing parents who went thru something no parent should have to endure. My family will be thinking and praying for you. God please pour out your blessings upon Laura and Lee. Amen.

10-11-2008 - A Friend:
Laura and Lee, I am so glad to see you made it back safely. If I don't get to come to the services please know you are and will be in my heart and prayers. Lee never question GOD. He has a purpose for you to stay here and a reason for taking the ones we love. This is something that we may never understand but his power is very strong and he has got a very good reason for the things he does. We ALL have to remember that when we are put on this earth God has only lent us to one another. We belong to him. Don't give up. Know your Daughter loved you VERY much and she will always remain in both of your hearts and you in hers!

10-11-2008 - Destiny Creech:
I will continue to pray for you and your families. May God be with you and give you strength to continue. Your daughter is an angel and very beautiful. You and Lee watched over her through her battle and for the rest of your lives she will be watching over you! You are amazing people to be as strong as you have been and to take the time to update your site to allow the world to journey with you. my thoughts and prayers will be with you and your family. God Bless You

10-11-2008 - John & Cindy:
I'm glad you all made it home safe. I understand your feelings and God does have a plan. I know it must be very hard to understand and we probably will never understand. Always remember we love you and are here for you any time. God Bless You!

10-10-2008 - Jeremy Nance Ohio Co. Constable:
From my staff and their familys we are very sorry for the loss of your little angle, and our thoughts and prayers are with you.

10-10-2008 - Sheena:
I hope this poem will bring some comfort. God saw you getting tired and a cure was not to be, so He put His arms around you and whispered "Come Unto Me" With tearful eyes we watched you suffer and saw you fade away, although we loved you dearly, we could not make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, little hands and feet at rest. God broke our hearts to prove he only takes the best. It's lonesome here without you, we miss you more each day. Life doesn't seem the same, since you've gone away. When days are sad and lonely and everything goes wrong, Your memories will keep us strong. Every time we see your picture, you seem to smile and say, "Don't cry, I'm in God's keeping, we'll meet again some day"

10-10-2008 - TRISH LOUDEN:
SO SORRY, LOVE YOU GOD BLESS

10-10-2008 - Sarah Hill :
Thanks for sharing your little angel with us! I ache for your loss, and am so proud of you both for being so strong for her. She knew that she was loved and is still very much loved! God gives us love, something to love he lends us... Please take good care of each other! I will keep you in my prayers... God bless...

10-10-2008 - Heather:
The Lord bless you and keep you. The Lord make his face shine upon you. The Lord look upon you with favor, and give you His peace. Amen.

10-10-2008 - Mom of 3 in Frankfort:
I can't type through the tears. I have three beautiful children and to think of losing one is unbearable. To think of going through half of what Alyssa or this family has gone through brings me to tears. Laura, I have read each update you have made to this site. You are one HECK of a mother!!!! (not slighting the rest of the family by any means) Almost daily, you created an update and you watched your precious baby turn into an angel and NOT ONCE did you make mention of the toll this has taken on you physically. How you have done this is beyond me. I know you had to, as any mother would but you held up much better than I would and you and Lee have all my respect. You could easily be the heros to many people in this world. Your precious Alyssa will always be in memory and if I don't see you during any services for your angel, I am sure I will meet you on the streets some day and I will be sure to tell you how proud I am of you and your family and what a great job you did trying to making her well. You endured more in your short lifetime than anyone should ever have to. May your sweet little redheaded angel rest forever in peace.

10-10-2008 - The Perry Family:
I heard about your beautiful daughter and family through Stella. I am sooo sorry for your loss. Alyssa was a fighter and adorable too! Our hearts go out to you and your family as you endure these tough days ahead. One thing is for sure, she has touched many lives with her courage. Big hugs, Aimee, Jamie, and Ryan Perry

10-10-2008 - Joan & Joey Wood:
We have heard about your little angel & want you both to know our thoughts & prayers are with you. She was a beautiful little girl , you were blessed to have her how special you must be for God to have trusted you two for the care of such a special little girl not just anyone could do what you have done. I feel you must be as special as she . It takes special folks that God knows he can trust with care of such a special child. Hang on to your memories she has touched so many lives, I personally have shared your pain in your lose I have cried & tried to understand, just know God has a plan she was in your plan till he could take her home. Everyone is in our lives for a reason & a season. God is good, know she had other special things to do in heaven. I am unable to have babies I spend alot of time wondering what I did wrong or why I wasn't trusted by God to have a child. Sometimes when I see what others like yourselves have gone through I have to wonder does God not think I could handle these issues. ? I just want you to know your story has touched many lives & though you are suffering a loss God has helped so many people to have feelings for you & your little angel. She & you are highly thought of , prayed for & loved by so many you don't even know.

10-10-2008 - Marva Ramsey:
Lee and Laura, We will be thinking of you as you make your journey home. Just know how many hearts are following you back home and how many lives the three of you have touched. Our hearts are with you as you make the trup home. Ralph and Marva Ramsey

10-10-2008 - debbie steeves:
LEE laura and family . i wanted to let u know i'm thinking of u during this time of lose THere isnt an hour of the day a tear isnt rolling off my check. but i know she is peaceful and being taken care of . God Bless u all.

10-10-2008 - Stucker Family (friends of Ryan and Tiff):
Our whole family is thinking of you during this time. Alyssa is for sure an Angel in Heaven now and will always be with you. Be strong.

10-10-2008 - Renee Thompson:
Our hearts go out to you and your family and we will pray for your strength.

10-10-2008 - Tromp family frtom Aruba:
God Bless your family and my prayers are with you at this hard time in your life, I can't even imigine what you have went thru.....

10-10-2008 - Teresa Baker:
LeeBen, Laura and family, Our thoughts and prayers are with you all. Alyssa will always be a special little girl in all our lives. She has touched so many hearts. Love and prayers, Teresa, Jennifer and Kelli

10-10-2008 - Amanda:
So sorry for your loss. Alyssa was a fighter the entire time! She is now a beautiful angel dancing happy and free of pain. God Bless you all!

10-10-2008 - Liza Baccari:
Ever since the first email notification I received about the Louden Family, I've been on the website often just to see how everything is going and to keep updated with all Alyssa's visits. I haven't been on since end of summer and was just thinking about Alyssa the other day. I am truly saddened w/her passing. I felt as though I was a part of this family, moving along w/you with each step you took. The strength and love you have is so apparent, I could actually feel it while reading all the stories. My prayers are with the Louden family and all their loved ones. May God bless you all with continued strength as Alyssa moves on with all of the other angels. Liza Baccari

10-10-2008 - Isiah's Family:
Lee and Laura, We will be thinking of you as you make your journey home and hold services for Alyssa. We are with you in spirit. Love, Isiah and his family

10-10-2008 - Tiffany (Serafini) Clark:
I am so sorry you all are having to go through this. She was a beautiful little girl and another angel sitting with God. Lee, your mom is taking care of her now so you have no worries! God bless you both!

10-10-2008 - Staci Shue:
I am so sorry for your loss. God only takes the best. I will keep your family in my prayers.

10-10-2008 - Tara Hawel:
I spent last evening reading your diary. I so would have liked to meet Alyssa. She seemed to be a little ray of sunshine in everyone's life - the videos just bubbled over with love and laughter. What a trooper!! As a parent I cannot even imagine losing my precious child. I am sure the road ahead will be difficult but God and all those in your life will help you through. May God bless you and your family. My heart goes out to you at this time.

10-10-2008 - a friend:
Please know that Alyssa's fight is over and now she just is sleeping. One day her grave will open, she will be made whole, and be taken up into the sky to be with Jesus forever. No longer will she suffer with this terrible disease. My prayers are with you during this difficult time. May God wrap his protective arms around the family and ease the grief.

10-10-2008 - Cheryl Kennedy - Detroit, Maine:
I am a friend of Isiah's family. I am so sorry for your loss. I have been watching your story from the time Isiah went to Duke. God gave you the special gift of Alyssa. Now she is with Him. He loaned her to some very special people. He will now comfort you. After some time you will come to know that God will give you another gift. This gift will be the ability to comfort people who are suffering some of the same pain you are right now. Use this gift given to you by God through Alyssa. It will bring you many blessings. You will remain in my thoughts and prayers.

10-10-2008 - Judy Lee:
I am so very sorry for your loss. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. God bless you. You have done a great job with everything you have done. Now it is time that your daughter will watch over you. God needed another angel in heaven. God bless. Love, Judy

10-10-2008 - Cori:
My family's thoughts and prayers go out to you in this time of need. We've been following your story through Isiah's website. We're so sorry to hear of your loss....but wanted to let you know how wonderful it was to learn about Alyssa and have her in our lives via the web---even if it was for a short time. She's such a blessing and will continue to be one for God. Bless her and bless you all!

10-10-2008 - Heather & BJ Janney:
Just wanted to let you know that you are in our prayers just as you have been since we met you all when you came to see the horses with Alyssa. May God hold you in His arms of comfort in this time of need. If we can do anything let us know.

10-10-2008 - A Friend:
Please be careful on your journey home. Know your angel is watching you and guiding you. Be safe god bless you. You are wonderful people

10-09-2008 - Dwaine Durrett :
I know we don't get to talk that much but I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I offer you my prayers and I hope that God blesses you and yours.

10-09-2008 - Ryan Bryant:
Hey i know that we have only spoke on the phone. This is Tina's husband. I wanted to tell you that I ahve prayed for your beautiful blessing every night. I am so saddened to hear of your lose. Noone can every expect to know the lose of a child. I can't begin to think what you are going thru. You and your family are in my prayers and will continue to be in my prayers. There really is no comfot to come other than you know that the lord has her in his arms and she is in a prefect body now. If you need anything don't hesistate to let Tina and I know.

10-09-2008 - connie:
I am so sorry about your loss, May god bless you and your husband. You will be in my prayers

10-09-2008 - Lori Merrow:
I have never met you or Alyssa. I am Isiah Washburn's aunt and I have been following her story since the three of you came into his life. I have shed tears all day for you. I can't imagine the hurt and pain you are going through as parents. She will stay in my heart forever as well. May God bless you and remind you everyday of the love He has for you. There is no place better to be than the loving arms of our Heavenly Father. Your family will remain in my prayers. WE love you and your sweet angel, Alyssa!

10-09-2008 - Mary:
So sorry to hear about your precious angel. Words can't express... the pain... the heartache... My heart goes out to you all and your extended families. I truely believe that a special child is an Angel on earth. Alyssa touched so many lives. People she never even knew. You did all that you could do. You and Lee watched over her... Now she's watching over you... Please let me know if there is anything I can do. I'm so sorry... Sweet dreams Angel...

10-09-2008 - janine mcguire:
I am so sorry for your loss. I will be keeping all of you in my thoughts & prayers. Love, Janine www.caringbridge.org/visit/kalliegirl

10-09-2008 - Lisa & Kyle Heightchew:
We are very sorry for your loss of your beautiful angel. Alyssa was truly an amazing and strong little girl. May you have comfort and strength during this time. You both have been such wonderful parents to Alyssa! We will continue to pray for you both and your family.

10-09-2008 - Eric and Carmen:
Our prayers are with you during this time and during your travels. We are here if and when you need us. Please do not hesitate to reach out. - Durham

10-09-2008 - Amanda Szappanos-Gray:
I just want you guys to know that my heart pours out to all of you!! Alyssa is at peace now. She fought a long hard fight but God just thought it was best to take her up to heaven with him. I have never experianced the loss of a child but I know what it is like to experiance loss and I am truelly sorry! Please let me know if there is anything I can do. Take care and God Bless

10-09-2008 - Mike & April Butler - Frankfort, KY:
The tears are certainly flowing throughout Frankfort today. Words simply cannot express the grief that we feel for your family. Your loss is so deep that we can't possibly begin to understand it's depths. You will certainly be in our prayers. May God give you the strength to somehow get through this.

10-09-2008 - Jason, Amanda, and Tanner:
We love you guys very much. We are very sorrry for your loss, and are here for you whenever you need us. She is our redheaded angel looking over us now.

10-09-2008 - Patti & Logan Seaman:
So sorry for your loss. I can't imagine the pain that you must be feeling right now. I want to thank you for sharing your story, your courage & pain. You will be in our thoughts & hearts.

10-09-2008 - A Friend:
God be with all of the family at this time. You will never forget but the pain will ease. I lost a child after 2 months and it was the hardest thing. They say it gets eaiser NO it doesn't but we learn to live wiith it. God bless both of you as your angel watches over you as you have done for her.

10-09-2008 - Sara in China:
I'm so terribly sorry. Thank you so mcuh for sharing Alyssa with us here. She's touched so many people and will live on in our hearts. Love to you all.

10-09-2008 - the burketts:
lee, laura and family, we are so very sorry. i have been checking in here everyday for a long time now. and alyssa has captured my heart. in her short life she has touched sooooo many lives. we will keep you in our thoughts and prayers.

10-09-2008 - Whitney Price:
May God bless you in this trying time.You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.Heard about Alyssa's journey through Mackenzie online on supermomsonline.org.God bless.

10-09-2008 - CJ Hudson:
LEE AND LAURA I WILL CONTINUE TO KEEP YOU BOTH AND ALYSSA IN MY PRAYERS ALL OF YOU HAVE BEEN VERY STRONG THROUGHOUT THIS JOURNEY, I LOOK UP TO BOTH OF YOU AS PARENTS AND I AM INSPIRED BY HOW YALL WERE ABLE TO STAY SO STRONG THIS WHOLE TIME. NOW SHE IS PAIN FREE AND IN GODS HANDS. GOD BLESS

10-09-2008 - Micky Koehn&Family:
Lee and Laura,you and your familys our in our prayers. We have followed Alyssa's journey right from the beginning. We will continue to keep you all in our thoughts and prayers. God Bless you all and your little angel. Love Logans cousins.

10-09-2008 - another parent:
May you feel the strong arms of Jesus holding you tightly. Alyssa smiles down on you, she now gets to practice her walking on streets paved with Gold.

10-09-2008 - SharOn:
I miss you so much sweetheart, I ache in places that I didn't even know I had, now that you are gone. But I can rest my head soundly at night because for a brief moment in my life I recieved true love, I experienced genuine laughter, and I was blessed to get to hold the most beautiful girl in the whole world in my arms. I LOVE you guys and can't wait for you Laura to come home for I have never wanted to hug someone so badly in my entire life!!! Be safe on your trip back to us!

10-09-2008 - Kristi Hancock:
Lee, Laura, I hope you all have a safe trip back home. You all have done some amazing parenting. this website has really kept me up to date. The pictures, videos all helped me see lil lyssa while she was gone to Duke. i remember the last time I saw her at your dads, snoring so loudly in her crib, and so adorable. I tried to be so quiet not to wake her up, but now i wish I had so I could have held her one time. You two should be very proud of yourself you had a wonderful child and you now have all of this support behind you. This page has been awesome, and I'm gona miss checking up on her. I can't wait until you guys get home safely. Please keep us updated on the arrangements, as I cannot wait to give you a big hug.

10-09-2008 - Heather:
I have cried for Alyssa so many times today. I'm sorry that I have no words to say. I know that there are no magic words to make it any better, but I just wanted to let you know that Alyssa touched me very deeply, and that because I have shared her story with others, there are new people looking into cord blood donation and marrow donation to save other babies. You are amazing people. God Bless you and give you His peace.

10-09-2008 - Another Parent:
Wow! What a long hard journey for such a beautiful baby girl. You and your family are in my prayers. I am so sorry for your loss, I can't begin to imagine what you are going through and how you are hurting, just from what I have read I can tell you are very strong parents. Just look at what you have been through so far. Now she will always be healthy and beautiful and one day you will see her again. God bless and be with you...

10-09-2008 - From Another Mom:
My thoughts and prayers are with you. Please take comfort in knowing that Alyssa is with Jesus now and will always be watching over you. God Bless You and your precious Angel.

10-09-2008 - steve clark:
God bless this little angel and her family.

10-09-2008 - Bobby Wombles:
Laura and Lee, You guys do not know me. I am a Jessamine County Constable. I am so sorry to Hear about your little angel leaving this world and returning to Jesus. I guess that we will never know why Jesus needs her back so soon, But I do know that What ever the reason is it must be the right one. Because God makes no mistakes. Maybe down the road you will be blessed again with another little angel. I wish both of you all the best. And you will be in my prayers! Bobby

10-09-2008 - From another parent:
Laura and Lee, I do not know you however my heart is with you. I feel unbelievable heartache for your loss and pray that God will be with you. Your faith is amazing and I thank you for sharing that faith with myself and others. Your little girl has touched the heart of so many people and I hope you can take comfort in knowing she is no longer in pain. God bless you and be with you always.

10-09-2008 - Debbie Steeves:
laura and Lee . i posted earlier but wanted to let u know how sorry i was to read of her passing She will always be remembered by many including me . As she passed away the day of my dads passing many years ago . I knew she and I had this special bond and i will always and forever think of her and you both as welll. u have me on myspace and feel free to drop by anytime .she fought to the end without a doubt . take care deb from Maine .

10-09-2008 - Friends of the Family:
You all have been wonderful through this whole process. People are praying for the first time and seeing God for the first time just through you and Lee and Alyssa. Know that this was Gods plan from the beggining. Because of your family, people are realizing that tomorrow may be too late to tell someone you love them or to give their kids a hug and a kiss. Please know that people are thinking about you all and praying for you all. You have been the strongest parents I know and have made me wake up and realize that I need to change the things in my life. I do believe that God has a plan and a reason for everything. Please know that he did not do this to punish you but to show others your strength and the blessings that ALyssa has brought to many.

10-09-2008 - julie:
sorry to hear about the loss of your daughter she is precious . we are thinking about you .

10-09-2008 - Jamie Wallace-Frankfort, KY-:
Laura and Lee, I read about Alysaa in the State Journal and immediately came to your website to read the updates on her. Had I known about this page before I would have been checking it everyday but I just now read every update from the beginning and have cried at least 3 times. I do not know either of you but this truely breaks my heart. Although it is reassuring to know that she is in Heaven being eternally happy and healthy, it's still heart breaking to read the very tough journey she, and you all, endured. You all seem to be amazing parents and I'm very proud of you all for staying so positive and thoughtful throughout all of your ups and downs. Alyssa has truely touched my heart and know that I'm thinking of and praying for you and your family. Thank you for sharing this with us. God bless. :)

10-09-2008 - Fint's in Frankfort:
I copied the following post that someone had created on the State Journal Website today. State Journal Post This: Let's help this family with one less burden. If everybody in Frankfort would send just $1.00 to Harrods Brothers Funeral Home, 312 Washington Street and mark it for Alyssa Louden, we could take away one less worry for this family who has been through enough. Let's show them how much Frankfort cares for this little angel!

10-09-2008 - A Poem for a Mother:
Sorry I didn't get to stay. To laugh and run and play. To be there by your side. I'm sorry that I had to die. God sent me down to be with you, to make your loving heart anew. To help you look up and see Both God and little me. Mommy, I wish I could stay. Just like I heard you pray. But, all the angels did cry when they told little me goodbye. God didn't take me cause He's mad. He didn't send me to make you sad. But to give us both a chance to be a love so precious .. don't you see? Up here no trouble do I see and the pretty angels sing to me. The streets of gold is where I play you'll come here too, mommy, someday. Until the day you join me here, I'll love you mommy, dear. Each breeze you feel and see, brings love and a kiss from me.

10-09-2008 - Chad Hillard:
Alyssa - devrived from allysum - A bright yellow flower. God's garden is more perfect today. You are in our thoughts and prayers.

10-09-2008 - Jenny King:
Words can't describe the sympathy we feel for you both. Alyssa was a very special angel and will always be in our hearts. I pray for you two to find strength in each other to go on and that one day things get brighter. Your sweet baby has touched so many people and will always be remembered.

10-09-2008 - Mike & Kelly Prenn:
We pray that God gives you a sense of peace today and for the days to come until you all get to be - One Family, Together in Heaven, Forever. Thank you for the updates that you have put on this website over the past months. The words that you have written, help those of us that cannot imagine ever being so strong. Your faith in God is a wonderful testimony to all who you come in contact with. God Bless.

10-09-2008 - Levona King:
Lee and Laura - Sissy I'm so sorry to here about Alyssa. I miss you and have thought about you and your family in this difficult time and I know that your a GREAT grandmother and I know how you must be feeling. I'll pray for you and your family Love You! Your cousin Levona

10-09-2008 - Becky and Emma MPS 1:
Lee and Laura~ We are so sorry for the loss of your precious little girl Alyssa! May you find comfort one day, in the precious memories of your precious Alyssa. May your find strength in the love of all your friends and family at this difficult time. Thank you for sharing Alyssa's journey with us, she is a true hero that will never be forgotten~ Our sincerest condolences to you and your family~~ Becky and Emma MPS 1

10-09-2008 - Elva:
With the deepest sympathy, i am sorry about your baby girl. You were right when you said "it is every parents nightmare". Keep your faith and lean on each other and your family. I am in aww from all that you did for your lil girl, what a wonderful gift you two were to her and she to you.

10-09-2008 - Ellen Gotshall:
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. As strong as the pain must be (I am the mother of 5 and can't begin to imagine) keep comfort in knowing that Alyssa is now in the most beautiful place you could ever imagine and can play and be happy forever. Please know that your family is in my thoughts and prayers. Be very proud of yourselves, I don't think that any child has ever had parents that loved them any more than you all did Alyssa! Once again, I am so sorry for your loss and pain.

10-09-2008 - Debbie Steeves:
i';m so sorrry thinking of u all .. take care

10-09-2008 - Lorryn Pinkham (Augusta Maine):
I am so sorry to hear of your loss, I can*t even begin to imagine how you must be feeling but I would just like to express my deepest condolences. Alyssa was a beautiful little girl who put up a brave and couragous fight. Cherish the memories and the time you got to spend with your little angel!!, Again, I am soo deeply sorry for your loss!!

10-09-2008 - Sylvia Kummer:
So sorry to hear about Alyssa. It's so hard to let go, but remember she is truly your Angel now and in no more pain. I know she will be missed. My thoughts and prayers are with your family during this difficult time.

10-09-2008 - Sharon Ramsey:
Lee and Laura, Thank You for allowing us to follow Alyssa's time at Duke . Our deepest sympathy to your entire family. I wish we could have meet you and your very special little Angel when we were there visiting Logan. You as a family made many special memories to be remembered. Remember them with JOY, not sorrow. We will continue to pray for you and keep you in our thoughts. Love Howard and Sharon Ramsey(Logan's Aunt and Uncle)

10-09-2008 - charlene jennings:
Your family is in our prayers. We may never understand here on earth the whys but in heaven all our questions will be answered.

10-09-2008 - Susan Jump:
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say... but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay. I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above. Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love. Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight. Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night. That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through, God picked me up and hugged me and He said, ""I welcome you."" It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone. As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on. I need you here badly; you're part of my plan. There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man. God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do. And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you. And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight. God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night. When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears. But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain. Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain. I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned. But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand. But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is o'er. I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before. There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb; but together we can do it by taking one day at a time. It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too... that as you give unto the world, the world will give to you. If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain, then you can say to God at night......""My day was not in vain."" And now I am contented....that my life has been worthwhile, knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile. So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low, just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go. When you're walking down the street, and you've got me on your mind; I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind. And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free, remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me. Ruth Ann Mahaffey (author) ©Copyright 1998-2008 http://www.ruthann1.com

10-09-2008 - Brad Bulla:
I am intensely sorry for your loss. I lost my son - Jed Bulla, 17 years old on Aug. 3 2005, so I truely understand the pain of losing your child. Jed was a red head and such a joy to me. There is no pain like it. I will pray for you during this time and the coming months and years. Perhaps somewhere, somehow, Jed is playing the fiddle for Alyssa... I am so sorry.

10-09-2008 - Cyndi Nitzken:
You are all in my heart.

10-09-2008 - Stephanie Wood:
I am so very sorry for your loss! My heart goes out to your family. You have all been so strong. Continue to be strong- Alyssa is in a better place- she is watching over you! She would want you to be happy!

10-09-2008 - Nikky Thompson:
I am so sorry to hear about Alyssa. She is now a little angel and in no more pain.

10-09-2008 - Katie Kipfer:
You all are in my prayers and I am so sorry about your loss.

10-09-2008 - shauntel:
May God continue to be with Alyssa and your family. Im sorry for your lost and you two are wonderful parents who have tried EVERYTHING to save her. shes in a happier place now, pain free. God Bless....my heart goes out to you all.

10-09-2008 - Sherri (Martin) Bridgewaters & Family:
You guys are truely FIGHTERS...our love and prayers go out to you...

10-09-2008 - Becky Hopper:
I have been keeping up with Alyssa's updates, and it broke my heart to hear that she was gone. My thoughts and prayers go out you and your family!! i am very sorry for the loss of your beautiful angel!

10-09-2008 - Joanne Huff:
I feel as though I have known you both, as well as Alyssa, through your poinent journel entries and sweet, lovely photos. Your story has touched many, as has Alyssa's life and passing. I am so sorry to hear that she has departed, but please know that she has done such great things in such a short time, as have you being such incredible parents.

10-09-2008 - Amber Hawn:
I want to tell you how sorry we are for the lose of your child. I know this is a hard time for you and your family, but god is with you. I know its hard to here, but she is in a better place and she hurts no more. We will pray for you and your family. My greatest simpathy

10-09-2008 - Chris & Chrissy Leedy:
Laura & Lee - You are in our thoughts and prayers. We feel very blessed to have had Alyssa in our lives.

10-09-2008 - Marva Ramsey:
Lee and Laura, i wish I was there to wrap my arms around you and your family and shed many tears with you. Alyssa became special to us from the very beginning being a Hurler's baby like Logan. I will always remember her sweet smile, that beautiful head of red hair and the love that she showed to the two of you. That tells me that she loved you very much and you were both wonderful parents. Please know that you did everything that you could do for her. Do not question your decisions they were the right one's. You did everything that you could for her. Please know that you have so many people who care and love you and your family to care and support you and Alyssa will never be forgotten so she can never be truly gone. With all our Love, Ralph and Marva Ramsey

10-09-2008 - Liz Scherff:
I am sorry for you loss. May god bless and be with you during these days and may He give you strength to continuing your daily life without your little angel.

10-09-2008 - Kelly Craig:
I cannot begin to express how sorry I am for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. May our Lord bless you and comfort you.

10-09-2008 - a friend:
So I am glad not that my loved one has gone, but that the earth she laughed and lived on was my earth, too. That I had known and loved her, and that my love I'd shown. Tears over he departure? Nay, a smile that i had walked with her a little while.

10-09-2008 - Aunt Carole:
I can't imagine how difficult this time is for you right now and only God knows why you were chosen for this heartbreaking journey. I am thankful for Alyssa that she was blessed with such wonderful parents to love her and see her through journey here on earth. Although her time here was brief, she will live on in your hearts forever and has left a permanent impression on the hearts of the hundreds of people who grew to know her through your generous sharing of this experience. I love you dearly and pray that you find the strength and support you need to get through.

10-09-2008 - Vickie Slattery:
Laura and Lee - I work with Racene and I've been keeping up with your blog ever since she told me about Alyssa. I am so sorry for your loss. She put up a hard fight, but I guess she really wanted her wings. God bless you and your family. You're in my thoughts and prayers.

10-09-2008 - Stacey Haubrich:
It is with a heavy heart that I send my deepest sympathy. Your beautiful little red headed girl has touched my life. I pray for you and your family to have the strength to make it through this most difficult time. I'm so sorry for your loss. Love, Stacey Haubrich (Logan's Aunt)

10-09-2008 - Rhonda Ramsey:
Lee and Laura, You have my deepest sympathy. Alyssa was a beautiful little girl who touched so many lives through your generous sharing of her journey. Your love for her was so very obvious in your postings and by the smile that was on her beautiful little face in the pictures that you shared with us. I will always remember her and the strength that she showed during this ordeal as well as the strength that you both showed in trying to do the very best for your daughter. You were all so very blessed to have had one another even though your time together was way too short. I am so very sorry for your loss. Love, Logan's Aunt Rhonda

10-09-2008 - Brittany Ledet- Frankfort, KY:
Lee and Laura, I dont know you but i have been reading your updates for a while now. Your story has trully touched my heart. Alyssa is such a sweet, beautiful ANGEL and i cant express my sorrow enough for your family. May god be with you at this time! Alyssa will remain in my life forever. God Bless!

10-09-2008 - Stacey McDonald RN:
It was a privilege to get to know your family and take care of Alyssa. You all are in my daily thoughts and prayers. Alyssa will be forever missed.

10-09-2008 - Brooke (Eldridge) Sapp:
I cannot even begin to express the pain I feel for you as a parent. God will take care of you. I prayed last night after reading about Alyssa getting her angel wings. I prayed that God hold you and carry you through this, that you not have to do it alone. He has been with the whole time. We don't understand his reasoning for taking a child from us, and we can't understand the pain we have to endure. But know, you are not alone and Alyssa is your Angel now.

10-09-2008 - Isiah and his Family:
Lee and Laura, words cannot express our sorrow for your loss. God will take good care of Alyssa. We were blessed to know Alyssa and both of you. Let God give you strength. Alyssa will remain in all of our lives forever.

10-09-2008 - marsha dunaway:
Lee & Laura words cant express how sorry i am for you guys your in my thoughts and prayers

10-09-2008 - Colleen Meszaros:
God saw you getting tired and a cure was not to be. So He put His arms around you and whispered "come to me." With tearful eyes we watched you, and saw you pass away. Although we loved you dearly, we could not make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, hardworking hands at rest. God broke our hearts to prove to us, He only takes the best. I know for certain that we never lose the people we love, even to death. They continue to participate in every act, thought and decision we make. Their love leaves an indelible imprint in our memories. We find comfort in knowing that our lives have been enriched by having shared Alyssa's love and journey. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

10-09-2008 - Steve, Mari & Mikko (MPS1H), England:
Our hearts go out to you, we are so sorry for your loss and so honoured that you shared your journey with us. Alyssa could not have any better parents and you have become and inspiration to families around the world. We pray that you may find some peace at this time in the knowledge that your Alyssa is in the Lord's arms smiling down on you. Much love.

10-08-2008 - Erica:
God speed Sweet Angel Alyssa... I am so sorry Lee and Laura, may the love of God surround and may the Angels trumpets ring so sweetly.

10-08-2008 - Thinking of you:
Trust in Him I cannot fathom the depth of your grief nor the pain of the burden you bear But I know someone who does Trust in Him When you don't understand the reason why Trust in Him He wipes the silent tears that no one else can see Trust in Him when you cannot bear the load from the burdens deep within Trust in Him He mends the broken heart and heals your grieving soul Trust in Him He is always by your side

10-08-2008 - A friend praying for you both:
Footprints in the sand One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky. In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there was one only. This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints, so I said to the Lord, “You promised me Lord, that if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there has only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me?” The Lord replied, “The years when you have seen only one set of footprints, my child, is when I carried you.” Mary Stevenson, 1936

10-08-2008 - Cheryl Goins:
I pray for you to find strength and comfort during this trying time. I am so sorry that God shared her with you for only a short period of time but now she is watching you at his side. much love your way. (another hurler's family)http://www.carepages.com/carepages/KendraNichole The Goins Family

10-08-2008 - Angela Webb:
When a child blesses us like Alyssa has our hearts truly know love. In every minute of her life she has taught someone love. The love of a small kick, love at first sight, the love of her life will live in everyone that knows her and knows about her. Bless her little angel wings so she can watch over the ones she loved.

10-08-2008 - Racene:
God bless her little heart. Words cannot express how I feel - I know your loss seems unbearable right now. She is a true angel. Praying for strength for the two of you in the days to come.

10-08-2008 - thinking of you:
I thought this poem was beautiful, God bless all of you. When God calls children to dwell with him above. We mortals sometimes question the wisdom of his love. For no heartache compares with the death of a small child. Who does so much to make our world seem wonderful and mild, Perhaps God tires of calling all the aged to his fold. And so he picks a rosebud, before it can grow old. God knows how much we need them, and so he takes but few. To make the land of heaven more beautiful to veiw. Believing this is difficult, still somehow we must try. The saddest word mankind knows will always be "goodbye". So when a little child departs, we who are left behind. Must realize God loves children, angels are hard to find.

10-08-2008 - Kindall Nelson:
While I was praying that you would have more time with her, God must have known of her suffering and wanted her to be healthy and whole again. While I know there is no place you would rather her be than in your arms, know that God has a plan for her story and you will touch people with your faith and your love for her. Again, I am so sorry and you are all in my thoughts and prayers.

10-08-2008 - Cindy & John:
There are no words to express how sorry we are for your loss. We know that God and Alyssa are watching over you two now. Alyssa will always be a part of our hearts. We love you all.

10-08-2008 - Angela from Canada:
Laura and family I am so sorry for your loss. BUt your loss is heaven's gain, and I know that she watch over each and everyone who has been touched by her short but amazing life. From photos alone, it looks as though you helped Alyssa pack more love and living into her short few years than many do in a long life. I hope that through her you will continue your mission, and live through her spirit.

10-08-2008 - The Mudd Family:
Words can't express the pain that we feel for your entire family. We can't begin to imagine the heartache that weighs on all of you right now. Just put your faith in God and he will take care of all of you. Alyssa is in no pain now and she is smiling down from above. God bless all of you and we will continue to pray for you daily.

10-08-2008 - Jenifer & Hans:
In one of your previous entries, you mentioned that you had once been told that it takes a special person to have a special child. That is absolutely true. Even though we never met her, it is clear from your entries that Alyssa was a very special child whose smile lit up the world. It is also clear that Alyssa had very special parents - you did all of the right things for Alyssa and you did everything you possibly could. Your love and strength and devotion made Alyssa the special child she was. We are very very sorry for your loss and we hope you find strength and comfort in each other and in your memories of Alyssa. From Jenifer & Hans (parents of Jessica, MPS I - Hurer)

10-08-2008 - Dees Family :
You are in our thoughts and prayers...we send our love your way.

10-08-2008 - Mack Kelly:
Lee and Laura, I've been following your family's story for a while now, and my heart is breaking reading the news about your adorable Alyssa. She is a beautiful, precious little girl, and I am so so sorry. You are amazingly strong parents, and you guys did everything exactly right. I'll be thinking of you and praying for you. Uncle Mack to Gracie White (another Hurler baby)

10-08-2008 - Alyssa Boreiko:
My heart breaks for you all....I am so very sorry. Praying for you... Fly high sweet angel...fly high

10-08-2008 - Melanie Irish:
We are so sorry to hear this news... Lee and Laura - you are in our thoughts and prayers... Love - Mel, Steve, Jake, Matt, & Noah http://www.caringbridge.org/wa/jacobirish

10-08-2008 - Leslie Phillips:
I am so sorry. My heart is breaking for you, Lee and Laura, and rejoicing with your sweet baby as she revels in the perfect glory of Heaven. Love you...Leslie

10-08-2008 - Julie, Savannah & Brayden Hughes:
I just wanted to let you all know how sorry I am. I am praying for all of you. She is a beautiful little angel. God bless you. You will be in our thoughts and prayers.

10-08-2008 - Peggy Mudd:
Laura, Lee. Dave, Mary, Tara, and all of Alyssaa Family, We are soo rorry. Just know she is in a much better place, I know how hard this is for all of you but she will be in your heart and be with yopu and watch over all of you until you are together forever. God bless each and everyone of you during this time of sorrow. We love all of you and will be here for you if you need anything. God Bless all of you. Love Tom and Peggy

10-08-2008 - Dianne Thompson:
Your family is in my prayers and heavy on my Heart. God Bless you and keep you in this most horrible time. Remember the footprints in the sand-he will not let you go through this alone. Your precious Alyssa will be healthy, happy, and full of Spirit life at the side of our heavenly Father and his most precious son, Jesus, who was also lost to his earthly body earlier than any parent could possibly conceive. You have a huge prayer chain surrounding you. My son, Greg, told me awhile back about your challenge. I am so very sorry for your loss and I know mere words cannot remove the pain you must have been through and the sorrow you now face. Be blessed and receive all that God has in store for you. Yousr Sister in Christ, Dianne

10-08-2008 - Matt McAllister:
Hey man I'm so sorry to hear that. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Please let me know if I can do anything or help in any way. You have my number. Love ya buddy, God bless.

10-08-2008 - Melissa Williams:
Laura and Lee, You family, your beautiful little girl you have touched my life in so many way. Thank you for allowing us to follow you on this journy. I wish I had words of wisdom, Please just know, you are not alone and you are in my prayers today and always

10-08-2008 - Amber:
You have no idea the impact that Alyssa's story has had on my (and so many others) lives. Thank you for letting us be apart of your families courageous journey. Always know that you ARE great parents and Alyssa is lucky to have been born into a family with so much love to give. xoxoxo She is forever in my heart, thoughts and prayers.

10-08-2008 - Lorrie And Sydney:
Lee, Laura and Beautiful Baby Alyssa, I am not sure why God gives us these burdens or unbearable pain. As I sat by Sydney's bed day after day sometimed my faith failed me, but others were there to hold me. Hold onto each other and know that this has not been in vain. She will always be your angel and you have been given a gift that you can give to thers the gift of love and compassion. We are keeping you all in our houghts and prayers

10-08-2008 - SANDY BOTT:
DEAR LEE, LAURA AND ALYSSA, OUR LORD IS HOLDING YOU TIGHT AND ALYSSA TIGHTER, WE HAVE FELL IN LOVE WITH YOUR FAMILY AND CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR ALL OF YOU. LOGAN'S AUNT SANDY

10-08-2008 - Amanda Stone:
May God be with all of you during this unexplainable horrific event in your life! I am so sorry! I do not know any of you, but as soon as I read all the blogs about your precious little baby, I got involved. I think about her daily and pray also. I will continue to pray everyday, What ever the outcome, God is there!

10-08-2008 - Danielle Dunmire:
Laura, Lee, and baby Alyssa I don't really have words to say that can express how much pain I feel for you all. Though I'm not close to you all and have never met Alyssa I think about you guys daily. I'm sorry you have to experience this kind of pain and I can't imagine all the things you are going through but I want you to know I'm always praying for you all. Thank you for allowing me to get to know Alyssa through these updates. She'll be forever in my heart. I'll never forget that beautiful red headed baby. Lots of love to your family.

10-08-2008 - Becky and Emma MPS 1:
Laura and Lee~~ You continue to be in our daily prayers especially at this time. We hope Alyssa remains comfortable and knows just how many hearts she has touched!! She is a true Hero~ Sincerely~ Becky and Emma MPS 1 ww.caringbridge.org/canada/prettygirl

10-08-2008 - Isiah, Jenni, Lori & Becky:
We are thinking of you every minute of the day. Alyssa will always be in our hearts. You have all taught us so much about love and faith. We continue to pray for all of you. Love, Isiah, Jenni, Lori & Becky

10-08-2008 - Neil & Hanna:
We continue to pray for you everyday. We can't imagine what this must be like for you guys. Just remember that God does have a plan for Alyssa and that no matter the outcome, He will take care of her. Don't hesitate to call if you need anything. We love you guys.

10-08-2008 - Nicole Flautt :
My heart aches for your family. Alyssa is such a beautiful little girl who has touched my heart so deeply. I feel so much love for her and have been praying you and your family every day for months now. Alyssa has REALLY impacted my life forever! I will continue to pray for you and your family. Thank you for sharing you little angel. Love, Nicole - your friend in Dublin, OH

10-08-2008 - Megan and Robert Deen: Louisville, Kentucky:
Laura and Lee, There are hardly enough words to express how much I wish you didn't have to go through this. My heart broke into pieces when I read the last few updates to learn that Alyssa isn't doing well. Im keeping Alyssa, you and your family in my prayers. Like you mentioned in the update God needs His angel! She must be His most precious and prized angel if He needs her in heaven with Him. Alyssa is absolutly GORGEOUS and I wish I could have been one of the lucky people to have met her! I wish nothing but the best for Alyssa and your family during this hard and difficult time. Thank you for sharing her courageous story and Alyssa's story has made a huge impact on my life! God Bless, Megan and Robert Deen

10-08-2008 - Anonymous:
My heart goes out to you all, I know how hard it is to go through times like this, it's never easy watching someone you love so dearly go through something so horrific! You all are in my prayers! sorry about your little angel!

10-08-2008 - Renee Lewis:
Lee and Laura, Please know that I am praying for your family. It broke my heart to read your last update.

10-08-2008 - Autumn Bott:
MY heart goes out to you. I have been following Alyssas journey and have been praying daily for a miracle. I will continue to say a prayer for all of you and hope you can find peace and comfort in the following days.Thank you for sharing her with everyone. She is a very special angel.

10-08-2008 - Brooke (Eldridge) Sapp and family:
I have been praying for Alyssa and your family all day, everyday for the past couple of months. I can only imagine what you are feeling and the actuality of your sadness. Know that Alyssa has truly made a huge impact on many lives, tears have been shed for her all over the world and we continue to pray for her. I pleed the blood of Jesus over Alyssa and your family for peace and strength. Lee and Laura, you are showing us all strength and courage and deep devotion as parents. It is so obvious the love and connection you have for Alyssa. God Bless You. --Brooke, Andy, Drew, Ben and Max Sapp (Decatur, IL)

10-08-2008 - brian butcher:
i heard your story from a minitruck web site that a friend of the family posts on. i will keep you all in my prayers and thoughts, i can not i put into words what i feel for you all. god bless.

10-08-2008 - Marshall:
We are all praying for God's comfort of Alyssa and your family.

10-08-2008 - Cindy & Don Creech:
We are praying for you and your sweet little girl. We're Mackenzie's parents and she has told us all about Alyssa. There are no words that can make this better, but please know that we are praying for you. My youngest sister lost a little girl at 3 months several years ago and one thing she said when questioning why this had to happen was that people prayed for Savannah who had never prayed before, doctors who expressed disbelief in God had to admit there was no other explanation for Savannah's initial amazing response after surgery, and that people had come together during her illness to provide food and childcare for their other three children. God does work in mysterious ways, and we'll never know this side of heaven the impact that your little girl and Savannah may have had on people.

10-08-2008 - Brandy Gillenwater:
I am really sorry you are losing your angel. She has fought really hard, and I know your whole family has been fighting to give her the best life she could possibly have. I am praying for you all, and I know that no words can make this easier. I hope you know how much everyone loves you and supports you through this. love, Brandy

10-08-2008 - Amanda Szappanos-Gray:
Oh My Godness!!! I have been reading this blog almost everyday and I am so sorry to hear what has happened. I am praying for you and your family. You are very strong people!!!!!

10-08-2008 - Marva Ramsey:
I am closing watching the postings for updates on our sweet little Alyssa. As I read the postings I realize how one small child has brought so much love to so many people. That will never be lost. We are so thankful for your whole family for letting you share Alyssa with us, we feel like she is a part of us and you are OUR Family! Your tears are our tears, your sorrow, our sorrow, not quite the same but shared with you. We are thinking of all of you every day all day long. Much love, Logan's Grandpa and Grandma

10-08-2008 - Tom and Peggy Mudd:
Lee and Laura, I am so sorry for you and all yuor family. Please know Alyssa is going to a much better place then any of us can say we've been to. She will always be the light that guides you and the ANGEL that watches over you. I know it's hard to beleive but God does have a reason for this. PLEASE know you are in our hearts prayers. God be with you and your familes at this time. Alyssa will always live in all of our hearts. Love Tom and Peggy (friends of Lauras Dad)

10-08-2008 - Druelinger Family-Frankfort:
God says he will not give us more than we can handle, however I can't even imagine how hard this is for the whole family. Know that tears are being shed here in Frankfort for Alyssa, she has touched us all! We understand she will be in a better place, no pain nor sickness but will be missed. Our prayers now are that the strength you all need will be given. I'm sure your little angel will be watching over her Mom & Dad forever! She knows your love and the fight you fought for her. A passing thought or something she did will put a smile on your face and she will smile in heaven with you.

10-08-2008 - Rachel Fint:
Nothing I write will bring you comfort at these moments. I know you and all of us have prayed and fought the fight with Alyssa. And she has done beatufully. She has touched so many hearts and will continue to do so for eternity. We will love and miss her for the rest of our lives. But she is going to be God's hands and will be taken care of I promise. I will always be there if you for anything you may need. I am just a phone call away. I love and pray for you all.

10-08-2008 - Teresa Baker:
Our prayers are with all of you. My heart just breaks for you all. Just know that you all are loved so much and we will always be here for you. God will certainly have the most precious little angel looking over you. Love and prayers.

10-08-2008 - Maria:
I wanted to offer you my deepest sympathy. I am also a mom of a Hurler's kid so I understand what you have been though these last couple of month. My prayers are you with and your family. The Baez Family

10-08-2008 - Christi and Adam Mullen:
Laura and Lee, we want to offer you our deepest sympathy. We wish we could have been more support to you. Just know that we are thinking of and praying for your family.

10-08-2008 - Daren, Steph, Parker, & Kerragan:
I don't even know what to say...I can't imagine what you must be going through. All I know, is that you all are loved by so many people. Alyssa, you have been so strong and brave and you will forever be in our hearts. We will continue to pray for you and your family. May God bless you. Love, The Bowles Family

10-08-2008 - Deborah:
Laura and Lee, I can't imagine right now what you must be feeling. You all are in my prayers and I will continue to keep you in prayers. You have been the best parents I'm sure your baby girl knows you both fought the fight with her all the way. Love Deborah

10-08-2008 - Nicole Blancheri:
There is not much I can say to give you and your family comfort at this time. Please know there are many people praying that God will give you strength and comfort at this time.

10-08-2008 - Alesha Anglin:
Laura and Lee: My heart pours out for you all right now. I have been keeping up with Alyssa since your grandmother told us about her. I am so sorry that you all are having to go through this right now but GOD is with you and that sweet baby girl. You all are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. I can't imagine going through what you all been through over the last couple months. But, you all are a very strong family and Alyssa has been a fighter. I pray that her pain will go away and if that means her getting her wings, I think GOD for putting her in a better place. I know it wont be easy letting her go but she will be safe and healthy. Even though I have not gotten to meet Alyssa she has touched my life and the lives of many and I just pray for the comfort of yoru family!

10-08-2008 - Marjorie:
I pray for this wonderful, beautiful precious girl all the time. There are no words that can explain how wonderful of parents you are and how strong she has tried to be for you guys. She will be in no pain with god and that is something great to look forward to and she will always be in our hearts. Marjie

10-08-2008 - Cindy & John:
Laura and Lee Ben - I can not even put into words how saddened we are and how sad you all must be. You both are such wonderful, caring parents and I know that Alyssa always knows how very loved she is. Hold onto your faith and strength and God will get you through. We love you all so much! We keep you all in our prayers. Love Cindy & John

10-08-2008 - Jordan Hillard:
Laura & Lee: I am so sorry. I know there are no words that can be said to make any difference, but we are all still praying for you all and Alyssa. If you need to talk, you know where to find me.

10-08-2008 - Kris & Brittany & Jordan (our angel) Chilton:
Lee & Laura: Even as a parent who's been there - I still find that I have no words of comfort. I don't truly believe that there are any... The only thing that I can tell you is that it does get easier... You will never forget Alyssa. You learn to remember the times that you had, even if they were only short lived. You learn to live in the joy of memories and pictures and knowing that your angel is safe in heaven where all they know is love. They know no pain or suffering - no hatred or greed - all they know is love. The best feeling of all... and they are surrounded by it. I do believe that everything happens for a reason and as hard as it may be to understand that reason or to even begin to look for understanding - it's simply out of our hands. God has a greater plan for us all than we have for ourself... And in this lifetime we may never understand the reason or begin to know that plan... After losing Jordan we learned that we're never fully ready for the outcome of that plan whatever it may be... You must rely on friends and family to get your thru this time... It will be tough - but you WILL make it. I know it's hard to do but you simply have to keep your faith. I love all three of you and if you need anyone to talk too, Kris and I are both here. And unfourtantly we can relate. Our hearts are heavy with sadness over your loss. Alysaa was truly an angel. Strong will and fighter from day one... She has touched the lives of many and will live in their hearts forever. Whenever you guys are ready to talk..we're here. Your all 3 in our prayers. God Bless.

10-08-2008 - Kelly Craig:
I cannot begin to express my feelings after reading Alyssa's blog. My prayers are with you, Alyssa and your family. God Bless, Kelly

10-08-2008 - Donald & Karen Loude (Paw Paw & Nana):
Our family would like to thank each and every one for following our journey with Alyssa. The love, prayers, joy, concerns,and the continued support has seen us through. As parents we are so proud of Lee & Laura. Please continue to pray for our family while we endure the most painful times in our lives. We LOVE you Lee & Laura. Alyssa (our 'LIL' biscuit) we LOVE You and you are so treasured in our hearts. May God shine upon you! God Bless each and everyone. Love, Donald & Karen

10-08-2008 - Mimi:
Laura and Lee, My heart is broke for you.I dont have the words thru my tears. We always knew she was an angel! Iam sorry I couldn't be there with you. Be strong I know that u r. Love and miss u.

10-08-2008 - Stacey Haubrich:
Lee and Laura, I am so sorry. My heart breaks for you both. Please know that your beautiful little girl has deeply touched my life, and many others. Please know that there are people, such as myself, who have never had the priviledge to meet Alyssa, who are all praying for you and your family as you go through the toughest thing you could ever imagine. I wish there was something I could say to help comfort you. Thank you for sharing your journey with me!! Love, Stacey Haubrich(Logan's Aunt)

10-08-2008 - Kina:
My family and will keep yours in our prayers. We have to children of our own and can not even begin to imagine what it must feel like to have to see your child go through so much. Your daughter sounds like a fighter and I know God will protector and be with her and you through this tough time. Alyssa keep on smiling, because knowing you have a family that loves you and cares for you this much is enough to always smile. God Bless.... Will be in our prayers.. The Cox/Tasch Family

10-08-2008 - Kristi Hancock:
Lee and Laura, I appreciate all your efforts to keep everyone posted on little lyssa.. I have been dedicated to keeping up with her since you left the state. As many say, there are no words to say to help or bring her good health. God has a plan for us all, and I believe his plan for Alyssa is to take her away from the pain and the constant suffering of doctors constantly putting her through something I could never imagine myself dealing with. If i seem to ramble right now i apologize, but Lee you have been a great friend since day one, and you and your family deserve to be happy and healthy... This has been a long fight but knowing she will be peaceful and pain free will only ease my mind.

10-08-2008 - Kindall Nelson:
I am so sorry. I wish that I had more words to say or something that could make it all 'better'. I can't. Losing another child to Hurler's is hearbreaking for all of us, and I can't even imagine what you are gong through. I will continue to pray for Alyssa and for your family.

10-08-2008 - Anne Himes:
Laura and Lee. You have an amazing daughter and you are loved and supported by amazing friends and family. I have been reading through the posts below and they echo my heartache and sorrow. They make me cry almost as hard as your post did. I too question God sometimes and rage against the unbelievable losses of our sweet babies. Tears make it hard to type or think of what I want to say. It breaks my heart to see Alyssa's grandpa having to face this loss, his sorrow for the grief you will feel-(daddy's want to be able to fix things for their little girls). I love that he posted here. I saw my Hannah making a print of one of the pictures of Alyssa from the page the other day. The kids aren't usually allowed to use the printer without checking with us first but I could tell she didn't want me to know what she was doing. After she printed it, she slipped it into the front of her clear notebook cover and went off to school. Alyssa's photo is being carried around Boonsboro Middle School by an 11 year old and she is being carried around forever in thousands of hearts of folks that have both never met her and of people that have been your frinds all your life. I hope that you will find comfort in that and in all the prayers that will continue to be said for you. I have not gone where you are going and I don't know how to tell you how to make it through. I wish I could. I so wish that none of this had ever happen. All my love, Anne

10-08-2008 - Rhonda Ramsey:
Lee and Laura, I am so very sorry. My heart just aches for you both. Thank you for sharing your beautiful little baby girl with us. You have been wonderful parents to Alyssa and have done every possible thing that you could for her. She has touched my life. I'm praying for all of you. Love, Rhonda

10-08-2008 - Racene:
I can only imagine the pain you both are experiencing - my heart aches so badly - you both have done everything humanly possible for your little angel. Thank you for sharing the updates with us along this journey. I know how hard it must be at times. Alyssa has two very special parents who have been with her every step of the way. God Bless you all three! Love & Blessings - Aunt Racene

10-08-2008 - Alyssa Boreiko:
Praying for a peaceful passing and for you all...I am so very sorry... Alyssa(www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys)

10-08-2008 - Mary and Shelbee Mudd:
Our thoughts and prayers are with you. I am so sorry that you are having to experience something like this. I know we aren't supposed to but, sometimes I question God's intentions. Be strong, so many are praying for you.

10-07-2008 - Debbie Cromwell:
I hope alyssa goes peacefully to the lord, Im so sorry that shes soo sick.. Love Eric, Debbie, WIlliam and aurora(these two are in foster care right now) so pray for us too..

10-07-2008 - Cindy White:
Thank you for sharing this beautiful little angel named Alyssa with the world. Oh how my heart cries out to our LORD and questions His will tonight. I know when she joins Him she will have no more pain and sickness. I will pray for you all as you learn to go on with life without Alyssa but rejoice in the fact that you'll see her again in heaven.

10-07-2008 - krista burkett:
little alyssa...sweet girl you have been so brave and strong. you have touched so many lives and hearts. i hope and pray that you can feel the love all around you that everyone has for you and your family. laura and lee, i know that nothing i say can make things better. we will all be praying for alyssa and for you and your family. i pray that alyssa will be as comfortable as possible. our hearts and prayers go out to you. jeff, krista, malissa and jarin burkett

10-07-2008 - Joanne Huff:
Laura and Lee, I have no words, my heart just breaks for you right now. I came to Alyssa's website tonight and had such hopes of good news. I am so very sorry.

10-07-2008 - Amber:
I dont know that this is meant to be understood. i dont think that any explanation would be good enough. i know that you are amazing, strong, faithful parents that alyssa came to for a reason. She needed you to guide her through this journey. She has a permanant place in my heart and has forever impacted my life. Hold onto your faith and lean on God.

10-07-2008 - Cheryl Goins:
May God Bless you and your family in these trying times. I pray her comfort you and guide you in understanding. We pray for miracles and he will answer.

10-07-2008 - Angie & Harold Mudd:
Lee & Laura I can barely see to post this due to the tears and heartbreak. Im so sorry that things have not worked the way we all have wanted and hoped for. But please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Alyssa and you both have captured our hearts from the very first day and we are so proud of all 3 of you. I dont have any answers for you and why he would need her more than she is needed her on earth, but I do have a thought. God has a special bouqet and Alyssa is that one special flower that he needs to make it more beautiful. I know this is the hardest thing you can do but just know we all love Alyssa and she will be in our hearts now and forever as she has always been and always will be. We will pray for the time that you and your families will have with her, and know we will keep Alyssa close in our hearts now and forever. Love Always, Angie & Harold

10-07-2008 - Sharon Ramsey:
Lee and Laura. It was with a heavey heart that I read your posting tonight. Our thoughts and prayers are with you at this tought time . Alyssa is a very special little angel. We in the Ramsey family in Michigan have all grown to love her. God be with all of you! Howard and Sharon Ramsey

10-07-2008 - David Smith:
i am laura' father and I just want everyone to know how proud i am of laura and lee. Alyssa could not have more loving and devoted patents. My constat prayers and thoughts are with them always. ALYSSA your grandpa loves you.

10-07-2008 - Christa Kurtansky:
Lee & Laura, You both are incredible parents to a simply amazing little girl. I have seen how many people whom never had met Alyssa fall in love with her. One can only think she has been an Angel all along. I feel very blessed that she had also captured my heart, and you both had shared her journey with us. I send you all great big hugs, lots of love and many prayers. Love always Christa

10-07-2008 - debbie steeves:
i'm so sorry lee and laura & family .. my heart is broken . I know how u feel as i ve lost one of my own too.. i pray for the time u have left with her . you will forever be in my thougths and prays for your healing give her hugs and kisses for me . god bless you all.

10-07-2008 - Colleen Meszaros:
You have been the strongest parents I know! To place your baby in God's care is the most loving, yet challenging thing a parent could do for their child. Alyssa has touched the lives of so many people (probably more than any adult could ever hope to). I believe that in God's greater plan she was meant to open the hearts of so many. I will still keep your family in my prayers, especially for strength in the difficult days that lay ahead. I pray that you find comfort in knowing how blessed you are for giving life to one of God's Angels, I pray for Alyssa's comfort and peace, I pray that you and your family feel the love of myself and so many other caring strangers, that it allows your soul to find peace. Your lives are forever blessed because of Alyssa. Love and Prayers!

10-07-2008 - Dave and Meg:
We can't begin to imagine what your family is going through. Know that you and your family in our thoughts during this tough time. Remember, if there's anything you need at all, we're just a phone call away.

10-07-2008 - Marva Ramsey:
Please know that our hearts all go out to you at this very hard time. We can only imagine the pain that you are all feeling. It is every parent's nightmare and we have so hoped for the best for Alyssa. May the Angel's be with her and God give you the strength that you need in the coming days. We love all of you! Ralph and Marva Ramsey-Logans grandma and grandpa

10-07-2008 - Angela from Canada:
Although I have never met your beautiful family, I feel as though I know you. You have taught me to cherish life, embrace prayer, and fight for my little girl. You guys are an inspiration, and I will think of you with admiration, and Alyssa with love.

10-07-2008 - Joe P. Moore:
Laura and Lee, you guys have learned and endured so much through all this. You may never know why God chose your Little Angel to help you accell emotionally and spirtiually on this earth. I have shed many tears while reading your updates. I still pray that Gods will be done for Alyssa, both of you guys and your family!

10-07-2008 - Leitha:
I have followed your journal daily and can not imagine your feelings at this time. You b

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